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If there is one person or more on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist, and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the Internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.
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| halou - honeythief |
[24 Jan 2009|01:15pm] |
Sometimes I doubt the path I chose
Sometimes my dreams feel all on hold
There's no doubt that this will make me strong
Because it's the hardest thing I've ever done
Despite this cruel world
And all my best efforts
You surprise me with just how perfect you are
Even with all my flaws
And my bad examples
You surprise me with
Just how perfect you are
And when I'm lost
You search for me
And when I doubt
You're my belief
I'm suppose to be
The stronger one
You always seem
To prove that theory wrong
Still, I hold my breath each time you go
Out in the world that's beyond my control
If you are dreaming
I never want to wake you up
When I'm all in a spin
Full of cynicism
You remind me of just how perfect you are
When I'm at my wit’s end
And I'm losing my head
You remind me of just how lucky I am
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| WHOA |
[13 Jan 2009|09:40am] |
HOLY CRAP LIVE JOURNAL I LOG IN TO YOU
AND NOW I POST
WAS IT GOOD FOR YOU TOO?
... I DIDN'T USE A CONDOM.
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| bush - cold contagious |
[18 Jun 2008|04:19am] |
wherever you are
you will carry always
truth of the scars
and the darkness of your faith
slowly move on
how did we get to here
it all went wrong
gravity claiming all your tears
everything looks
so much better now
you will get yours
you have no right
to ask me now
you were never that around
i have missed
reality day-trips and your
suit me suit me ways
turn out the light switch
we've been awake for days
and no-one's coming round
here no more
you will get yours
you have no right
to calm me down
you were never that around
i have missed
cold contagious
all the mighty mighty men
what you save is what
you lose out in the end
cold contagious
paint your perfect day
i don't mind this
i'm better off by the way
deeply grounded
you will get yours
cold contagious
all the mighty mighty men
what you save is what you lose
out in the end
cold contagious
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[14 Apr 2008|10:37pm] |
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i know i am so exciting that you wantg to keep up on this but add pipedreams to your friends list to keep up with me and whatever random cellphone lj posts i decide to make. crazy shit man.
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| new phone |
[05 Apr 2008|12:47am] |
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so look at all the fun shit i can do on this phone. i am entirely amused
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[21 Oct 2007|06:41pm] |
This part of me you'll never know
The only thing I'll never show
Hopelessly, I'll love you endlessly
Hopelessly, I'll give you everything
But I won't give you up
I won't let you down
And I won't leave you falling
If the moment ever comes
It's plain to see it's trying to speak
Cherished dreams forever asleep
Hopelessly, I'll love you endlessly
Hopelessly, I'll give you everything
But I won't give you up
I won't let you down
And I won't leave you falling
If the moment ever comes
Hopelessly, I'll love you endlessly
Hopelessly, I'll give you everything
But I won't give you up
I won't let you down
And I won't leave you falling
But the moment never comes
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[08 Sep 2007|02:58pm] |
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[21 Jul 2007|03:52pm] |
waste of space
waste of space
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waste of space
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waste of space
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[30 Apr 2007|01:47pm] |
When you were here before,
couldn't look you in the eye.
You're just like an angel,
your skin makes me cry.
You float like a feather,
in a beautiful world
I wish I was special,
you're so fucking special.
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
I don't care if it hurts,
I want to have control.
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice,
when I'm not around.
You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special.
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?.
I don't belong here
She's running out the door,
she's running,
she run, run, run, run, run.
Whatever makes you happy,
whatever you want.
You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special,
but I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here,
I don't belong here.
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[24 Feb 2007|02:58am] |
1. When did we meet?
2. How did we meet?
3. Have we ever met in person?
4. have we ever talked on thee phone?
5. Have you ever seen me cry?
6. Have you ever seen me dance?
7. Describe me using three or less words.
8. If you could spend a day with me, what would we do?
9. Have we ever gotten in a fight?
10. Have you ever dreamt of me? If so, tell me about it.
11. If you could give me a present, what would it be?
12. Would you hug me?
13. poop with me?
14. pee on snails?
15. What do you REALLY think of me?
16. Do you know something about me that no one else knows?
17. Do you even know how old I am?
18. Anything you wanted to tell me but never got a chance to?
Current Mood: [mood icon] awake
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[15 Feb 2007|12:28pm] |
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| Bodysnatchers |
[05 Feb 2007|10:06am] |
I do not
Understand
What it is
I've done wrong
Full of holes
Check the pulse
Blink your eyes
One for yes
Two for no
I have no idea what I am talking about
I'm trapped in this body and can't get out
Ooooohhhh
Has the light gone out for you?
Cause the light's gone for me
You can fight it like a dog
And they brought me to my knees
They got scared and they put me in
They got scared and they put me in
All the lies run around my face
And for anyone else to see
I'm alive
Make a sound
Move back home
Get an invitation
With the edges
Sawn off
I have no idea what I am talking about
I'm trapped in this body and can't get out
Ooooohhhh
Has the light gone out for you?
Cause the light's gone for me
And you can draw it out of me
It is the 21 century
And they find me at the top
And they brought me to my knees
They got scared and they put me in
They got scared and they put me in
All the lies run around my face
All the lies run around my face
And for anyone else to see
ANd for anyone else to see
I'm alive
I've seen it coming
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| 15 Step |
[05 Feb 2007|10:06am] |
How come I end up where I started
How come I end up where I belong
Won't take my eyes off the ball again
You reel me out the you cut the string
How come I end up where I started
How come I end up where I belong
Won't take my eyes off the ball again
You reel me out the you cut the string
You used to be alright
What happened?
Did the cat get your tongue
Did your string come undone
One by one
One by one
It comes to us all
It's as soft as your pillow
You used to be alright
What happened?
Etcetera etcetera
Facts for whatever
Fifteen steps
Then a shear drop
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| who the fuck |
[04 Jan 2007|04:44pm] |
my name is erin
i am a girl
i am 19
i draw, but i hate art
i hate art because my work is never what i want it to be
i am in love and i will never be in love again
i hate the internet but i am addicted so i use it anyways
the computer is the worst thing for a person like me
i hate girls
i hate girls because they are catty
i hate girls becuse they are so pretty
i think i am hideous
once in a while, i look in the mirror and sometimes think i might be pretty for a second, but then i go back on the computer or out somewhere and see other people and i feel hideous again
i like music
i love radiohead
i wish i could make music, i tried and i can't
i go to macomb community college
i never wanted to go, i went anyways, i like the classes
im lying to myself when i say i want to do this for a career, theres just nothing i am better at
i dont want a career
i dont want a job where i have to talk to people
i dont have any friends, but i know a lot of people
i want friends, but i dont
even if i dont have friend i still have love and it keeps me going, no matter what els emakes me want to stop
i get lonely a lot
i hate where i live
i love both of my parents even tho a lot of things about them really piss me off and i never want to live with either of them again
i still live with my dad
i want to be open with people but when i try i can't
somethign is wrong with me
everyone is better than me
i am unable to maintain social relationships
even when i have a lot of things in common with a person, i still feel no connection
there is only one person who truly knows me
there is only one person i can't go on without
there is only one person who i do feel connection with
i used to cut myself
i haven't cut since 2003, even though i have wanted to many a time
there is only one reason, no matter how bad i feel like doing something, i cannot hurt myself
no one believes anything i say
i try to be selfless but i am really selfish
i used to think too much, then i didn't think at all, now i don't know when i am thinking or what i am thinking about if i am even thinking at all
half the time, any time i try to expain myself, it will not make sense and there is no use in trying to figure it out
everyone i know sayd i am unique
i don't feel unique
i dont do my hair
i only put makeup on when i get bored enough to
i dont like dressing up
i dont like high heels
i dont like sparkly glittery sequined clothing
i like skirts in outfits but not on me
i like fashion, and how clothes hair and makeup look, but only on other people
my self standards are probably way too high
i want piercings but i dont think any would look good on me
i want a tattoo
i hate money
i hate michigan but i love it at the same time
i want to be a photographer but i still don't know where to start at that and i dont think i would make it anyways
i have no confidence in anything
i have had these kind of problems as long as i can remember
my skin is horribly imperfect and i think it makes me look like a monster
things i think make me horrible, i don't think make other people horrible
very little makes me truly happy
i hate to cry but i do it all too often
my dad spends all day at the bar and then comes home to treat me like shit, he did it right now
my dad pays for a lot of my schooling, grans i earned and ford motor company pay for the rest
i appreciate my dad paying for things and letting me live here for free, but hes such a shitty father i still want out - and i still love him
the little things matter to me - a lot - too much
i am a packrat
i get emotionally attached to inanimate objects
i cant do this anymore because my dad is here bitching at me so i would rather just go die somewhere
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[15 Dec 2006|12:41pm] |
join that site or at least click the link and register a name so i can get points pleaseeee
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[13 Dec 2006|03:06pm] |
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[02 Feb 2005|10:06pm] |
Can't get the stink off
He's been hanging round for days
Comes like a comet
Suckered you but not your friends
One day he'll get to you
And teach you how to be a holy cow
You do it to yourself, you do
And that's what really hurts
Is that you do it to yourself
Just you and no-one else
You do it to yourself
You do it to yourself
Don't get my sympathy
Hanging out the 15th floor
You've changed the locks three times
He still comes reeling through the door
One day I'll get you
And teach you how to get to purest hell
You do it to yourself, you do
And that's what really hurts
Is that you do it to yourself
Just you, you and no-one else
You do it to yourself
You do it to yourself
You do it to yourself, you do
and that's what really hurts
Is that you do it to yourself
Just you, you and no-one else
You do it to yourself
You do it to yourself, yourself, yourself.
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